WOW. I got a hair cut. And it's rather short. WOW. Hehe light and breeeeezy. No more stupid ugly fat gross under layer.Weee... it's just a bit longer than my chin. And i looks good bobby pinned back. Wee... so happy with it! I had to straighten it but it was sooo worth it.

When i take some pics I'll post them here. It was rather funny, there was a long line to get your hair cut at John Brennan, so I made an appointment at another hair dresser for 1pm. I went back to see how much it would cost, and it would have cost me $79! For a hair cut! I was shocked! So i was like sorry that's too expensive.. and went back to John Brennan. :D. My hair feels so different.. but good :D. Yes! I finally have a haircut.

It's a really nice change. Because I've started a change, well more like I've gone to God, ok I reallllllly neeed to change. I reallly need self discipline. And I found this verse.. "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline."- 2 Timothy 1:7. So that means on of the 'fruits of the spirit' is... SELF DISCIPLINE! Wow, yup, i was amazed. But it works. I've been going to bed at 9:30 the last two nights (Lol I only started this 2 days ago) been really working on school work and not wasting time (apart from now since I am writing this blog.) but its been great. It takes 28 days to make or break a habit, so in 28 days man I'm going to be super Emily! It's really nice to be disciplined with my bed time and get sleep (i really need it) and to be able to work and then do the things I want to do. It's like you do all the school work first, then in the night I get to do things, like write in my journal :D. I'm also having my shower in the night time so I have time in the morning to pray. I know these are only little things, but they make you feel so great! It's like a mini lifestyle change. Feeels goood!

Anyway I've got to go and finish my (well more like start) my S & C essay. I've practically finished my English Extension essay *yay* so i'm getting there! I've still got a heap of work to catch up on after being sick, but I'll get it done eventually :)!.

Have a good weekend!

I've been reading this book called Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge. And it's so amazing and beautiful- it's about the womans soul. And how each woman (and man, but this is in a different book for men) has a question that needs to be answered. And where women get this question answered can be all over the place. Here is a part of the blurb on the back cover: "The message of Captivating is this: Your heart maters more than anything else in all creation. The desires you had as a little girl and the longings you still feel as a woman- they are telling you of the life God created you to live. He offers to come now as the Hero of your story, to rescue your heart and release you to live as a fully alive and feminine woman. A woman who is truly captivating." I know it sounds a bit mushy... but it is beautiful. I haven't even finished reading the book, and i just feel so beautiful and loved. I'm amazed that God actually loves me this much, and longs to play a big part in all of our lives. And that longing that all women have, that question of am i lovely? can all be fulfiled and answered by God. I encourage you if you are a man, to read Wild at Heart by John Eldredge and if you are a woman, to read Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge. It will change your life! I know I am only 17, and I probably fit into more of the teenage category rather than the woman's category, but if it has helped me, imagine what it could do for an actual woman in her 20's/30's/40's/50's etc? And all you teenage boys and men, read Wild at Heart if not for me, but for the benefit for you and your future wife. Better still, if you are a couple, grab a copy of each, read it and then talk about it together!

Well i think thats enough advertising haha. But seriously, these books will change your life! I'm just going to leave you with my two favourite bible verses at the moment. When I read them both, i just feel so loved and blessed to have God in my life..

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Jeremiah 29:11-14

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you", declares the LORD.

Ooh I love these bible verses at the moment.. <3