I feel so misplaced! I'm not celebrating care free and happy with my friends, and i'm not going crazy about HSC and school and whatever. WHERE DO I FIT IN? But wait! You don't want to fit in remember? aaaaaaaah.......... Why is everything so complicated? I guess i just wished i'd known.. it would make myself feel like less of an idiot. I just want to celebrate, go crazy, but WAIT I HAVE SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY. Crap, i've got to start writing in my journal again.