Write tensecrets (or things people don't know) about yourself.

1. Sometimes I'm too scared to go to bed before ten o'clock in case I don't get to sleep.

2. My two favourite comfort foods are a m'n'm McFlurry and two pieces of toast- one with peanut butter, the other with nutella.

3. Most days I spend more time on chosing which earings to wear than doing my hair.

4. I used to bag out bikinis with a passion, and I bought two on sale on Sunday, wore one of them for the first time at the beach that afternoon, and it was the best feeling in the world.

5. When I'm with Ashleigh and Heather, I feel the most comfortable being myself- together they have the knowledge (and probably the power) to explain me and guess my every move.

6. When I turn 18, I'm more excited about being able to go to live music gigs rather than legally drinking.

7. Even though I can't stand POP music, my music listening is 'pop' related- I listen to albums to death, then move on and listen to something else. (Although there are quite a few exceptions to this rule!). I'm always on the hunt for new music.

8. I waste most of my money on food, chai lattes, notebooks, pens and bargains that I won't really need.

9. I'm constantly comparing music profiles on lastfm, watching what I listen to on lastfm and expanding my music taste by watching other people's profiles.

10. I have an obsession with patterns and polka dots- as seen by my wallet, glasses case, pencil case, notebooks, boardshorts, handbags, swimmers etc. I didn't realise this until someone pointed it out to me :P.

Now copy and paste this in your blog and fill it out!

We have our Year 12 jerseys now..!!

They're great!

Oh, and Happy Valentines Day! (Or as I've heard, Happy Single Awareness Day...)

From thinking about today, I think the greatest lesson I will have to learn is letting myself love another person. Just letting go and (without sounding oh so cheesy) giving your whole self, not holding back incase I want to retreat.. I'm really guarded with my heart (even with friendships) and it seems I never give all of me... to anyone. I'm not trying to wear my heart on my sleeve by any means.. I would just like to work on expressing me, being me without a trillion barriers blocking everything that goes in or out. Also, to be able to say- I am not ok with that, or even saying no... Or saying- get real... I'm ready to admit that even though in the past I've always said "i'm not ready" or "thats silly" or "thats a waste of time" about love or relationships.. I am ready to say that even though I have a whole heap of emotional "things" in my life and I've always tried to run away or protect myself, I have always wanted to let go and just love. But all the "things" get in the way, and I'm scared that the "things" will distort or prohibit me from enjoying the relationship.. I'm going to learn to let go.. and slowly but surely release myself from all the things that have tangled me up...... (haha, almost sounds like wishful thinking!)

Anyway, I had a really great day today. My mood was somewhat normal- and happy! and we got our jerseys... :D.. let's hope it continues....as i really need to work on my english!!!!!!

I would like to say that I am in fact, crazy. I know it didn't take you much time to realise this, but for me, this self realisation comes as a shock. I guess today I was just feeling a bit emotional... no, not emo .. but emotional. :D. Ashleigh's hair is so cool. And it was Elizabeth's birthday today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Yay, another one is 17. Soon we will take over the world..
I guess i find some things a bit difficult at times.
Randomly, i was thinking about the saying 'true blue' and you know when you really get to know someone you see who they really are and what they are like? I wonder what i'm seen as.. like what people think of me when they really know me. I'd love to hear someone's version of trying to explain me. Haha. Actually, it would be a bit weird.. but still it would be very interesting. Except lol i'd rather it someone that i actually trust, not just a random 'your parents are divorce therefore you are destined to be an emo'. o.0. That's definitely not true.
Sorry its just me rambling on and on and on. I'll go do some maths. XD.
(i'm sooo sleepy. stupid ancestral platypus.......)